3/13/2006

Smile like you mean it

Got randomly reminded of that ^ this morning while packing my hockey stuff. Haha. Was Erica's screen name last time. :p

I'm in a library lesson/free period right now, and I'm quite bored. Finished Math and there's nothing to do.. might explain this pointless entry. Haha.

Had the final house assembly/meeting just now. I can't believe it's the last! Hehh. Woahh. Only 1 more term before we're officially year 11s/sec4s. Ohmy.

& because I'm getting increasingly annoyed, here goes. 5 statements.

[1] Perhaps I'm just being overly sensitive but please stop making your attempts so obvious. I've had enough of people being what they're not, FEELING what they're not.

[2] Shut up because you're just getting on everyone's nerves. By shouting everytime you speak isn't going to get you what you want.

[3] Your excuses are really getting quite old. It's bad enough that you refuse to lower your pride and see how big headed you've become. Stop blaming ME for your problems. You know better than I do that I've got nothing to do with them.

[4] You have no idea how hard it is to be there for someone when you're half a world away. At this point, I couldn't care less what became of you.

[5] Simple. You're my best friend in the whole world and pretty much one of the only ones I can picture CLEARLY in my life in the distant future. Even if we haven't talked properly for ages, I hope that one day, when we're old and wrinkled, we'll be visiting each other some place, talking about nothing and laughing our heads off like we've always done. Do I need to say how much I miss you? Haha. <3

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No one mourns the wicked

[6] Having got this far, I really think we won't get much further if we continue the way we do. I don't think we even DESERVE getting this far when 3 out of 4 of us don't give a damn about it.

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At this point, you can click on the little red box at the corner of the screen if you don't care about hockey.

You know, if something like this happened .. 3 months ago, a month ago even, I'd be SO affected. But right now, I hardly feel anything much. And I don't like it. I don't care as much, and I'm not sure what that means. Maybe after all this time, I've finally accepted the fact that in this country, nobody cares and it isn't important. & I'm learning to do the very same thing.

In trngs too, it's different. Maybe I've finally accepted the fact that having a passion for something doesn't neccessarily mean you'll be good at it. And that you can't expect other people to have that same passion. It's really unfair because most of the people who are really really good don't care about it at all.

Because I knew you.

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On a lighter note, WICKED is blaring through the speakers right now, thanks to Katherine. :D GOOD SONGS. It's a musical by the way. AHH damn. I wish I had a voice like that. Haha. ohwells. (:

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